Tuesday, April 12, 2011


I hate it when I start enjoying the way my life is going something happens to make me hate life again. I love my friends that I have and I care about them too. Especially two guys that just happen to be leaving at the same time. One is a close friend and ex-lover and the other is my current lover. They are both such great guys and they make me happy in different ways. I can take one leaving but both? It just sucks. What sucks even more is that they are leaving at the beginning of next month. I'm going to miss them both so much and probably for a while I'm not going to know what to do with myself. I'm usually with one or the other and now it's like I have to find someone else to hang out with. I have other friends but not like these two. These two understand who I am and I can be myself around them. Some of my other friends don't appreciate the way I choose to live my life but these two don't judge me at all. Why do I have to be in love with two guys in the military on sea duty?

1 comment:

  1. life is cruel. You'll be alright. Just stay up and keep a smile on your face. I'm sure they'll come back eventually.