Part Four

So I’ve been talking to this guy in my usual chat room. He’s really nice and totally understands how I feel about being locked up for no reason. His name is Todd and he’s home schooled like I am and my age. It feels so nice to connect with someone even though you can’t see them. It would be nice to see him on webcam sometime though. He said his parents won’t let him have one because they don’t want someone to come kidnap him or something. I don’t know how you can start to like someone without meeting them but Todd has got me to do it. I look forward to talking to him everyday when I get done with homework. Sometimes I don’t even want to go to sleep because I just want to stay up and talk to him. He’s just so awesome and I’m so glad I’ve met him. I even forgot about finding dirt on my parents to blackmail them because of him. He must really be that important to me. He sometimes talks about meeting up and acting like we are dating. I imagine it and its like I just can’t stop smiling. I think my life is starting to change and get better and I never thought it would ever happen…..

Wow...

So I've realized I haven't been on here in a while. Just got busy with work and relationship stuff. My two boys are out at sea and it's killing me for them to be so far away. I'm working through it though. Just gotta take it one day at a time and see what happens. I'm going to continue my story as well. I realized I haven't been doing that either but it's not like a lot of people care seeing as I only have 4 people to follow my blog so I guess no one is really missing out on anything. Well have a good day...